Friday, November 14, 2014

The Palace of Illusions


The Palace of Illusions - Chitra Banerjee Divakurni
... and some random musings on Mahabharat ....

Mahabharat is a huge treasure trove of interesting stories, stories which are intriguing in themselves, and further, present a great possibility of interpreting them in many ways, postulating about the thoughts and emotions of the myriad characters. I, as many of my compatriots, have grown up on the tales from the epic, and it still holds a great fascination for me. 

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In childhood, I read many Amar Chitra Katha volumes about different characters from Mahabharat, and a couple of condensed versions of the complete story. And then, of course, there was the epic serial ( ... who can forget that deep voice starting each episode with "Main samay hoon" ...) which we religiously watched (I still remember how, at the air time of the serial, our colony wore a completely deserted look).
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Though I have not yet had an opportunity to read the complete, original version, I have read quite a few renditions from the perspective of different characters - Mrityunjnay by Shivaji Samant (from the viewpoint of Karna, and a few other major characters), Yajnaseni by Pratibha Ray (the story of Draupadi) and Bheema - Lone Warrior by M. T. Vasudevan Nair (the story of Bheema). Although I know (I think, most of it) the story, it is intriguing to see what the people might have thought and felt, what motivated them in their actions, to know more about the lesser-known aspects of their lives.

“The Palace of Illusions” by Chitra Banerjee Divakurni - a retelling of Mahabharat in the words of Draupadi - had been highly recommended by multiple sources - a blog I follow (by a couple of very voracious readers), Goodreads, and many of my own friends. I had been looking forward to read it for a long time, considered it buying several times and finally bought it a few months back (at a ~40% discount from flipkart – thank god for small mercies!). To quickly sum up - it left me deeply disappointed, more so because of all the accolades assigned to it. As a story, it is an interesting read alright (or is it difficult to get it wrong with Mahabharat?), but considering it the story of one of the most important ladies of the saga, it was rather a let-down.

One of the reasons cited as the purpose of this book, and in the acclaim it received, is that all of the versions of Mahabharat that we have grown up with, and the many interpretations that have been put forth in the last few years, have been written by men, and present their perspective (this is not entirely true though). The voice of women, even an extraordinary one like Draupadi, has been suppressed, and this book aims to fill that void. CBD’s Draupadi is very intelligent, and raises quite a few pertinent questions and irrefutable points. Over time, in the course of events, she becomes bitter (who wouldn’t be?). However, she comes across as materialistic, haughty, manipulative and selfish – which is no different from her portrayal in other “male-centric” versions of the epic – and this is my greatest issue with this book. She is completely enamored of “her” palace (the palace of illusions), and it is the palace that is important to her more than anything or anyone else. I feel that a story from her perspective should have added more strength and depth and meaning to her character. I did not feel particularly (actually, at all) sympathetic to Draupadi’s character in this book. [For me, this is where Pratibha Ray’s Yajnaseni scored much higher – also an account of Draupadi’s life in her words – but one where Draupadi is strong, yet spiritual, kind and considerate of others.]

Another complaint I had with this book was the writing style. Many stories move back and forth in time with an effortless ease, or refer to past events or foreboding of future ones, subtly; but this is not one of them. Not only does Vyasa foretell her future, nearly all chapters end in a paragraph or sentence which says, “We were not to know then that such-and-such would happen” – explicit pointers that kind of take away the joy of discovery along the story. For someone who doesn’t know the story, this is a big spoiler; for someone who does, it becomes a monotonous irritant. And this borders on ridiculous – the way the events that simply couldn’t have taken place in Draupadi’s presence, nor related to her by someone close to her, are brought to her awareness – she sees them in her dreams!! 

*Major Spoiler* (stop here if you are yet to the read the book for yourself)


Another major issue I have with this book is Draupadi's obsession with Karna. The idea of an attraction between Draupadi and Karna is not a novel one, as seems to be the impression. It has been hinted at before – mild references were there both in Mrityunjay and Yajnaseni (and, I believe, in some other versions that I have not read). However, PoI doesn’t allude to an attraction – it portrays a great infatuation on the part of both – so much so that all of Draupadi’s reflections and actions are punctuated by thoughts of Karna. Her feelings towards Karna are much stronger than even Arjun (she doesn’t seem to have a particular affection for Arjun, only envious of his tenderness towards his other wives). I think PoI should not have been a book about Karna; it should have been a book about draupadi. Instead it comes across as a big unrequited love affair between these two.

My problem with this idea is just not that it is too radical, but that I felt this might have been just a means to create sensation or controversy. A couple of reasons – if she was as impulsive and strong as she is supposed to be, she could have chosen to marry Karna if she really wished to. And also, she could have found a better way to protect her brother from Karna’s arrow, other than insulting him for his parentage. Why, then does she marry the Pandava(s) [oh, fate!!], and humiliates Karna, intentionally or unintentionally, time and again.

Unlike others before it, this book gave up all subtlety in this aspect and made it explicit and stron, even though there is no basis for this assumption in the original Mahabharata. In Yuganta, the author Irwawati Karve clarifies that Vyasa's Mahabharata indicates at no such possibility, and the reason it was not logical. [That is the only book I know of, which has analysed Mahabharata from a historical and anthropological perspective, and I strongly recommend it to anyone with an interest in the epic.]

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Though I didn’t appreciate it as Draupadi’s story per se (as I didn’t find much redeemable in her character), I would agree that it is an absorbing read. I also found a few interesting ideas, some of which I would mention. During the disrobing in the Kuarava sabha, at first Draupadi is ashamed and embarrassed. However, later she remembers Krishna and tells herself that the shame is not hers, it is that of those present – the perpetrators and the silent observers. Infuriating and endearing at the same time, is her refusal to believe in Krishna’s divinity, until at the end. Another interesting concept was Vyasa’s gift of divine vision of the battlefield of Kurukshetra to Draupadi, just as he had done to Sanjay. And this is perhaps the only version I have read, where Draupadi actually appreciates Bheem’s concern and attention towards her.

I have been reading quite a lot in last few months (thanks to my JustBooks membership), but with all the other things I have to or want to do with my spare time (very little of which is there anyway), reviewing the books I read has taken a backseat. There was something about this one though, which compelled me to write this note, even though it took quite a long time to put it together. In fact I would like to compare ‘The Palace of Illusions’ with ‘Yajnaseni’ in detail, but it has been a few years since I read the latter. Though from what I do remember, ‘Yajnaseni’ left a deeper impression on me, and created a positive image (a fact that was endorsed by another friend to whom I lent it) of the woman who changed the course of history.

Thursday, September 25, 2014

The "Top 10" Book Challenge

The "Top 10" book challenge has been doing the round on FB for some time now. A friend finally tagged me for the challenge nearly two weeks back, though it took me quite a while to get around to it. Yesterday, at last, I was done with an attempt to list my "Top 10" books. Its quite a difficult task to make a selection with such a restriction, but it was a wonderful exercise, recalling all the beautiful books I have read, and why I loved them.

It took me quite some time to write the post, not merely because of the problem of selecting (which was relatively easier), but putting into words the thoughts that each selection brought, and pruning them down to make it suitable for posting on FB. Even so, it ended up in a rather long post. I thought this write-up deserves to be on my blog [with the additional advantage that I can write as much as I want without a feeling of guilt :)].

1. Devakinandan Khatri - Chandrakanta (and the rest of the series - Chandrakanta Santati, Bhoothnath, Rohtasmath): It has to be the first in my list. My first ever introduction to epic fantasy, and to novels. What an imagination! What a narrative! I'll say that the complexity of plot, geography, characters and locales can easily give a competition to the modern-day Harry Potter and LOTR. The intriguing world of tilisms and aiyyars was responsible for spoiling one particular half-yearly exams when I was in class 6 :) And I do not exaggerate when I say that I must have read it about 20 times since then.

2. The Three Investigators (series): I was introduced to the world of detective fiction by this series. Many of us have a childhood book that we remain very fond of, even as we grow older. For some, its Enid Blyton, for some its Tintin or Asterix; for me it has been, and shall always be, the 'The Three Investigators' Series. Since the books have been out of print for several years (and I havent seen them available in any bookstores in India in my lifetime), I painstakingly built up my collection over years by sifting through second-hand book stalls.

3. Arthur Conan Doyle - Sherlock Holmes: Talking of detective fiction, its a blasphemy not to mention Sherlock Holmes. I'm sure its not just me who, in all their childhood innocence, would not have fantasized to do what Dr Watson could never do - to cultivate and employ the power of observation and produce a startling effect on those around you ... "You know my methods, Watson. Employ them."

4. Alistair MacLean - The Guns of Navarone / Ice Station Zebra: Also early in life (Dad's influence of course), I fell in love with this genre of thrillers (pure, simple, action thrillers) and his style of writing - the impossible odds, the superlatively resourceful hero, and the dialogues laden with quick and ready wit. It is difficult for me to select my favorites amongst his novels, but simply impossible to pick one of these two.

5. Nevil Shute - Requiem For a Wren: The most poignant and heart-breaking war/love story I must have read. To make an honest confession, it left me in tears each of the three times I read it. I loved all the three books by this author that I have read.

6. Harper Lee - To Kill A Mockingbird: There is something about the innocence of childhood, and the deep values of humanity, that I find delightful and inspiring at the same time.

7. Henri Charriere - Papillon: A most inspiring story about the indomitable human spirit. 9 daring escapes in 13 years, each from a prison more treacherous than the previous one, the chain starting from a false accusation the first time - I'm sure never-say-die couldn't be depcited any better by a thriller.
* Presented as an autobiography as it was, I believed that it was the real-life story of the protagoinst; but I recently found out that its not really so, it actually takes from adventures of some of his fellow prison-mates. But that doesn't take away the fact that it is indeed a great story.

8. Ayn Rand - The Fountainhead: It resonated with me, since I read it for the first time at that vulnerable age when we are idealists, and the most valued belief is to remain true to yourself against all odds in the world.

9. Khaled Hosseni - The Kite Runner: In spite of all the pain and suffering it depicts, it leaves an uplifting feeling and a belief in humanity, as it carries alongside, the virtues of sacrifice, unconditional devotion, remorse, and a desire "to be good again".

10. Dushyant Kumar - Saaye Mein Dhoop: To wind up the list, this forever favorite of mine - ever since I first read two of these ghazals. Dushyant Kumar introduced the concept of "Hindi Ghazal" in the Indian literature, and only ever wrote this one compilation that has immortalized him (one compilation of ghazals that is; there are a few more works of poetry and prose). Each single ghazal is hard hitting with its sociopolitical message, and shall be forever relevant.
"Yahan darakhto.n ke saye mei.n dhoop lagti hai, Chalo yaha.n se chalei.n umra bhar ke liye"


Also in contention : some of my particular favorites that I couldn't accommodate into the list ...

Harry Potter series: Well, who isn't a fan?

E.R.Braithwaite - To Sir With Love: A beautiful story of persistence and self discovery. Light, amusing, and yet inspiring.

Shivaji Samant - Mrityunjay, Pratibha Ray - Yajnaseni: Mahabharata is a treasure trove of intriguing stories. But these two presentations of the epic, from the perspective of Karna and Draupadi respectively, truly impressed me. Incidentally both were originally written in regional languages (Marathi and Bengali).
* I read yet another retelling, from the perspective of Bhim - Bhima - Lone Warrior, by M. T. Vasudevan Nair (original in Malyalam). It was interesting, though I didn't like it as much, primarily because of the way it portrays Draupadi. And I have in my reading list, and on my bookshelf, yet another version, from the perspective of Draupadi - the highly recommended Palace of Illusions by Chitra Divakurni Bannerji.

Anita Nair - The Mistress: An intense read, which delves deep into human emotions and relationships. The way it interweaves the art of Kathakali with the story of the four main characters, is extremely fascinating, and very captivating. Though there were parts that I didn't like at all, altogether it was a great read, and very different from anything else I have read.

Dan Brown - The DaVinci Code: The puzzles, the codes, the symbols, the mystery and the chase. Feels like it was custom written for a fan of cryptic puzzles and thrillers like me. It was a great story, with an innovative premise and interesting plot. Too bad he kept on reusing the same plot for subsequent works, till it became hard to bear.

Godfather: What a story! Finished in one 9-hour long overnight sitting! (Those were the days! Sigh.)

Amish Tripathi - Shiva Trilogy: A brave and innovative attempt by an Indian author. The portrayal of Shiva as a human, rather than divine, being, and interpretation of the surrounding stories in terms of real events, made for a very interesting read. The low point was the third and the last book of the series, which I awaited with so much anticipation after the build-up of the first two, and which I found to be really an anti-climax to a wonderful story.

And then, there are these authors, whose work I love ...

Hank Ketcham - Dennis the Menace: I think he is cute, and means well, and any mischief on his part is unintentional. And I can see Sid come out with the same kind of wisdom as him :)

Ruskin Bond - An author, who I regret not finding in my childhood. His simple, enchanting writing, that can be wonderfully humorous when he wants, is something I am glad to have found, even if rather late. He makes me feel nostalgic for a time that I have not seen, and for places I have not lived in.

Thursday, July 24, 2014

Jane Kaun Nagar Thaharenge

जाने कौन नगर ठहरेंगे
  - कुमार विश्वास
 
कुछ छोटे सपनों की ख़ातिर
बड़ी नींद का सौदा करने
निकल पड़े हैं पाँव अभागे
जाने कौन नगर ठहरेंगे

वही प्यास के अनगढ़ मोती
वही धूप की सुर्ख़ कहानी
वही ऑंख में घुट कर मरती
ऑंसू की ख़ुद्दार जवानी
हर मोहरे की मूक विवशता
चौसर के खाने क्या जानें
हार-जीत ये तय करती है
आज कौन-से घर ठहरेंगे

कुछ पलकों में बंद चांदनी
कुछ होठों में क़ैद तराने
मंज़िल के गुमनाम भरोसे
सपनों के लाचार बहाने
जिनकी ज़िद के आगे सूरज
मोरपंख से छाया मांगे
उनके ही दुर्गम्य इरादे
वीणा के स्वर पर ठहरेंगे


http://kavitakosh.org/kk/जाने_कौन_नगर_ठहरेंगे_/_कुमार_विश्वास#.U37SGdKSx5Y

Chunavi Ashwasan - Mujhko Sarkaar Banaane Do!

Had come across this one, quite appropriately, at the height of election season, but missed posting it despite my intention to do so.

मुझको सरकार बनाने दो
  - अल्हड़ बीकानेरी
 
जो बुढ्ढे खूसट नेता हैं, उनको खड्डे में जाने दो।
बस एक बार, बस एक बार मुझको सरकार बनाने दो।

मेरे भाषण के डंडे से
भागेगा भूत गरीबी का।
मेरे वक्तव्य सुनें तो झगडा
मिटे मियां और बीवी का।

मेरे आश्वासन के टानिक का
एक डोज़ मिल जाए अगर,
चंदगी राम को करे चित्त
पेशेंट पुरानी टी बी का।

मरियल सी जनता को मीठे, वादों का जूस पिलाने दो,
बस एक बार, बस एक बार, मुझको सरकार बनाने दो।

जो कत्ल किसी का कर देगा
मैं उसको बरी करा दूँगा,
हर घिसी पिटी हीरोइन कि
प्लास्टिक सर्जरी करा दूँगा;

लडके लडकी और लैक्चरार
सब फिल्मी गाने गाएंगे,
हर कालेज में सब्जैक्ट फिल्म
का कंपल्सरी करा दूँगा।

हिस्ट्री और बीज गणित जैसे विषयों पर बैन लगाने दो,
बस एक बार, बस एक बार, मुझको सरकार बनाने दो।

जो बिल्कुल फक्कड हैं, उनको
राशन उधार तुलवा दूँगा,
जो लोग पियक्कड हैं, उनके
घर में ठेके खुलवा दूँगा;

सरकारी अस्पताल में जिस
रोगी को मिल न सका बिस्तर,
घर उसकी नब्ज़ छूटते ही
मैं एंबुलैंस भिजवा दूँगा।

मैं जन-सेवक हूँ, मुझको भी, थोडा सा पुण्य कमाने दो,
बस एक बार, बस एक बार, मुझको सरकार बनाने दो।

श्रोता आपस में मरें कटें
कवियों में फूट नहीं होगी,
कवि सम्मेलन में कभी, किसी
की कविता हूट नहीं होगी;

कवि के प्रत्येक शब्द पर जो
तालियाँ न खुलकर बजा सकें,
ऐसे मनहूसों को, कविता
सुनने की छूट नहीं होगी।

कवि की हूटिंग करने वालों पर, हूटिंग टैक्स लगाने दो,
बस एक बार, बस एक बार, मुझको सरकार बनाने दो।

ठग और मुनाफाखोरों की
घेराबंदी करवा दूँगा,
सोना तुरंत गिर जाएगा
चाँदी मंदी करवा दूँगा;

मैं पल भर में सुलझा दूँगा
परिवार नियोजन का पचडा,
शादी से पहले हर दूल्हे
की नसबंदी करवा दूँगा।

होकर बेधडक मनाएंगे फिर हनीमून दीवाने दो,
बस एक बार, बस एक बार, मुझको सरकार बनाने दो।
बस एक बार, बस एक बार, मुझको सरकार बनाने दो।


http://kavitakosh.org/kk/मुझको_सरकार_बनाने_दो_/_अल्हड़_बीकानेरी#.UykczaiSx5Y

Friday, April 25, 2014

Chal Uth Neta, Tu Chhed Taan

Another gem courtesy KavitaKosh - very contemporary, very true, very sarcastic!
चल उठ नेता
     --रचनाकार: अशोक अंजुम

चल उठ नेता तू छेड़ तान!
क्या राष्ट्रधर्म?
क्या संविधान?

तू नए-नए हथकंडे ला!
वश में अपने कुछ गुंडे ला!
फ़िर ऊँचे-ऊँचे झंडे ला
हर एक हाथ में डंडे ला
फ़िर ले जनता की ओर तान
क्या राष्ट्रधर्म?
क्या संविधान?

इस शहर में खिलते चेहरे क्यों?
आपस में रिश्ते गहरे क्यों?
घर-घर खुशहाली चेहरे क्यों?
झूठों पर सच के पहरे क्यों?
आपस में लड़वा, तभी जान!
क्या राष्ट्रधर्म?
क्या संविधान?

तू अन्य दलों को गाली दे!
गंदी से गंदी वाली दे!
हरपल कोई घात निराली दे!
फ़िर दाँत दिखाकर ताली दे!
फ़िर गा मेरा "मेरा भारत महान"
क्या राष्ट्रधर्म?
क्या संविधान?

प्रतिपक्ष पे अनगिन खोट लगा!
ना सम्भल सके यूं चोट लगा!
कुछ भी कर काले नोट लगा!
हर तरफ़ वोट की गोट लगा!
कुर्सी ही अपना लक्ष्य मान!
क्या राष्ट्रधर्म?
क्या संविधान?
 

http://kavitakosh.org/kk/चल_उठ_नेता_/_अशोक_अंजुम#.U0Tn-aiSx5Y

Monday, March 17, 2014

For The Love of Reading ...

A little while after I moved to Bangalore, I came to know of the "Just Books" library chain - for a book lover it promised a lot of excitement. Some months down the line, they opened a satellite store in my apartment complex - and my joy knew no bounds. But well ....  with the daily schedule being what it is, and constant interrupts from a 4-5 year old demanding attention, I have had neither the time nor peace, to read. Not to mention the fact that when I am reading a book that really interests me, well, I am absolutely absorbed - almost forgetting the world around me. Ultimately, the mind won over the heart, and with a sadness, I decided not to take the membership .....

Such is the irony of life - when I had enough time, I didn't have such a good facility available to me. For a while, I had borrowed books from a "library" run by someone in a rented garage, which mostly consisted of shabby, well worn copies, primarily of cheap thrillers and obscure titles, more likely bought from a 'raddiwala' than a used-book shop. After I while I got tired of the low "RoI" - walking to and from that garage, and not getting stuff I would have liked to read, and gave up on it. And now, with such a good facility available, that too so close by, I am not able to find the time. But, passion and practicality have been at a constant struggle in my mind ...

Finally, after contemplating for almost two years, I took a membership of "Just Books", in Feb. My own interest in reading was only a small part of the motivation. The primary reason was to encourage a love for reading in Sid.

As far as my memory will take me, I recall being able to read. Though, of course, in our time, we started with Hindi. I think that I (and bro, of course) could read kids' hindi magazines like Champak, Parag, Nandan, when we were around 5 yrs old. For us, comfort level with English came much later. These days, kids start with the English alphabet, and its only in senior KG that they start learning Hindi. But the language is immaterial. I would love Sid to know the joy of reading, and I believe that this has to be initiated at a young age. As kids (actually well into our teens, or perhaps even now, if we (bro and I) had nothing to do, you could give us a book, and we would be oblivious to the world (added advantage for parents - no nagging, no getting-into-way, no fighting, no mischief :-)). It kind of pained me to see that around 5.5 yrs not only had Sid not started to read properly, but that he did not not even show any interest in reading stories. After having his fill of playing and watching TV, he keeps nagging me about what to do. I tried to explain to him that if he can read books himself, he can enjoy the stories, and also avoid boredom. But I was not successful in convincing him.

That was when I thought that perhaps the excitement of getting a new (as in unread) book (and the restriction of having only one at a time) will get him interested. And perhaps, after the excitement factor, a genuine interest and joy will follow. Sometimes I make suggestions to him on which book to borrow, but his is the final choice. He is excited to go to the library almost every evening and choosing the next book. His reading speed and vocabulary are also improving, though I guess he is taking shortcuts at times - skipping through pages, or avoiding reading if he has heard the story before, or asking us to read after he has read a few pages. But well, one step at a time, and hope the pace continues ...

As for me, I have read more in last one month than I did in the last year (or two), including some books that I have wanted to read for a long long time. Some of them didn't turn out to be as good as expected, but you never know it until you have read it yourself, isn't it.

Friday, March 14, 2014

Mat Jiyo Sirf Apni Khushi Ke Liye

I have been following KavitaKosh on FB, and occasionally it comes up with some real gems. One of these that I first read a few days back ...
 
मत जियो सिर्फ़ अपनी खुशी के लिए
  -- उदयभानु ‘हंस’

मत जियो सिर्फ़ अपनी खुशी के लिए
कोई सपना बुनो ज़िंदगी के लिए।

पोंछ लो दीन दुखियों के आँसू अगर,
कुछ नहीं चाहिए बंदगी के लिए।

सोने चाँदी की थाली ज़रूरी नहीं,
दिल का दीपक बहुत आरती के लिए।

जिसके दिल में घृणा का है ज्वालामुखी
वह ज़हर क्यों पिये खुदकुशी के लिए।

उब जाएँ ज़ियादा खुशी से न हम
ग़म ज़रूरी है कुछ ज़िंदगी के लिए।

सारी दुनिया को जब हमने अपना लिया,
कौन बाकी रहा दुश्मनी के लिए।

तुम हवा को पकड़ने की ज़िद छोड़ दो,
वक्त रुकता नहीं है किसी के लिए।

शब्द को आग में ढालना सीखिए,
दर्द काफी नहीं शायरी के लिए।

सब ग़लतफहमियाँ दूर हो जाएँगी,
हँस मिल लो गले दो घड़ी के लिए।